Sunday, March 05, 2006
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me


okay that doesn't mean anything nor is it directed to anyone. i'm just feeling emo and felt like putting that song up. i think it's nice, though i haven't heard it for a pretty long time. oh well


church today was fantastic. pastor gideon led praise and worship and you must agree it hasn't been this lively for quite some time. and we had lunch as a youth after service and i think we should do it more often, yeah? haha and after that we had a meeting which i didn't get to stay for the whole thing, but i just know that pastor gideon is going to bring the youth to a whole new level. yes i'm extremely glad (:


anyway i accompanied vonvon to crystal cause she had rehersals and before that she wanted me to take over her role. but now she's doing it, i feel that i should go support and keep her company which was the deal should i have taken on the role. hahaha yes and i sat through the whole rehersal. okay not the whole thing, but long enough. and yes i'm seriously reconsidering going back next week. HAHA oh yes! the lift there is freaky. had some major phobia that i would like get suck inside. tsk


gave von a lift to harbour front and went for tennis which i was most "unfortunately" late for. half an hour, no biggie. hahaha didn't feel like playing, but then i thought about how my mother would react and i hurried to change and get to class.


you know, i've been eating less but i seem to grow fatter. UGHH. i think it's cause i'm eating less of the good stuff and the same amount of the bad, you know like junk food. this is my sad attempt of losing weight. hah


alright i'm going to munch on a ba na na (: